Ellen

i'm going to macalester next year. it's so nice just to have a decision done and all that jazz. i have been talking to a lot of people going there next year, and they all seem really cool. i've connected especially well with this kid named avery, which is very exciting. we are pretty much the same person. haha. i can't wait until august! august is exciting: roommate info, class registration, golf season, moving in...especially since athletics start way before school so ill just be living up in the cities and playing golf! hooray!

i have also pretty much let my lj die. if you want to actually see what im up to,find me on facebook or go to my myspace... http://www.myspace.com/ellebelle1755

weather sucks. wow.

i was supposed to be in indiana like...4 hours ago. ill be there tomorrow afternoon. if the flights work out.

february 16-19: sarah, liz, im coming to fort fun!!!

im just really sick of a lot of people.

http://www.purevolume.com/cuteiswhatweaimfor/

this movie is amazing.

im beginning to feel that the sooner i can get out of sioux falls, the better.
i feel like i dont really have a set group of friends anymore, and everything's starting to drift apart. im the happiest when kate davis comes home, but thats like, well, never. and im definately still in love with this one guy. unfortunately, he's way over that and is dating one of my good friends. not a comfortable situation. ive tried so hard just to be full of smiles whenever that topic comes up, but its starting to be really hard to keep up. he was the first boy i ever loved and i still do. its not like i can really even tell my friends because i dont want a big deal made, or for him or his girlfriend to find out. to make everything better, i will get to see him for the rest of my life. its not like just leaving high school will make things better. oh, no, we have to have summer homes next to eachother. *sigh* i really like my music friends, but he hangs out with them fairly often, and its difficult to just be friends. so difficult. most of them work a lot so i cant see them out of school. and my close "girlfriends" aren't so close anymore and i can never seem to relate to them at all. last year was great, i had my friends at school (who have now all gone off to college) and was happy the majority of the time. this year, im just sick of people and am sad a lot. not fun.
i miss christina so much its ridiculous. shes my best friend in the entire world and if i cant figure out a way to get to ft. wayne, indiana pretty soon, i will have to wait for a year since i last saw her to see her again. i really wish we didnt live so far apart, have so many conficts, etc. to get in the way. i feel like all of my friends move away, or i have to move away from them. kate, erin, etc. all went off to college. christina lives in indiana. i had to leave michelle and peter. i dont know. i just want to start new somehow, but i know it just wont happen.

sorry for the depressing post.

merry christmas!

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In April on a flight to Vancouver, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points). Last Saturday I put gum in red_firecracker's hair (-12 points). In November I bought porn for bababababa (10 points). Last Tuesday I donated bone marrow to selliew06 in a life-saving procedure (300 points). Last Wednesday I gave repressedimage a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Overall, I've been nice (308 points). For Christmas I deserve a pony! Sincerely, ellebelle1755

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livejournal is looking very festive.

show tomorrow night:
a wilhelm scream

and a bunch of other great bands

schulte room
$10
6pm?